Friday, April 3, 2015

Our Love Doesn't Win

If I'm being honest, a lot of times I struggle to answer the question many have about why it's not enough to be a "good person...

It's an unfortunate truth that many people in today's world love others like Jesus does way better than those who actually proclaim to be Christians.  Which is what I believe has swayed our culture to gradually believe the lie that our love and altruistic actions could possibly be enough.  You don't have to necessarily proclaim the Gospel, you just need to love like Jesus does... 

I came across an article this week that answered this question in a new light for me.  So simple, eloquent, and true.  (And a bit long, so if you don't have time or get scared away by the seemingly-never-ending scroll, just read the up until the headless snake part.)

So thankful for a love so much larger than my own... 

Saturday, February 28, 2015

Makai Reeve Keitt

Makai Reeve Keitt was born Friday, February 20th at 10:06pm.  We couldn't be happier to finally meet him! 

Makai (pronounced "Muh-kie"... rhymes with tie/guy... emphasis on the second syllable...) is Hebrew for "Who is like God?"

Reeve is Christine's family/maiden name.

Brothers Meet for the First Time

You're not the Baby anymore!

We've been doing a lot of this... well, in tiny little newborn spurts

Happy Boy

Overall Coen has done SO well with the transition!  He loves giving Makai kisses, holding him, and being around him every chance he can get.  There's no more "¡Mamá!" in the morning - it's straight to "Makai!!" and a "se-tay" (siéntate/sit down) so that he can hold him.

Makai/Coen in their first weeks - We think they're related :)

We are so thankful to God for a safe delivery for mom and baby, a healthy newborn, the excitement of a growing family, and family and friends that love us so well, both here and there!

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Reading Corner - Phase Two

Now that we have all our books, (which as of now come to a grand total of 281!!) we have been working to get the reading corner up and running before 1) I have this baby and 2) the kids come back from summer break.

The last two Fridays Tracey and I went to paint our two bookshelves...

Tomorrow Coen and I will go meet with Tia Susi to organize all the books into kid-friendly and accessible categories, create some procedures/rules for the library, and hang our syllable chart and calendar.  Pictures of that to follow!

Saturday, December 27, 2014

We Did It!


It has been the coolest thing to watch people step up and join the cause to give our House of Hope kids a library.

People from our churches, from our English Meet-Up group, friends of friends and even people we don't know!  I sure hate Facebook but its news-spreading capabilities can in fact be used for good.

We physically have 106 books right now (and had them before Christmas Day) and I already know of 2 churches and 3 other individuals that say they have a stack for us still!

I am overwhelmed with gratitude for God's provision and others' generosity!

Thursday, December 11, 2014

99 Books for Christmas

We have been working on creating a "Reading Corner" at House of Hope.  I was beyond excited when this idea came not from me, but from our director, Tia Susi.   

 Tia Susi with Guillermo

So we found a fun rubber carpet (is that what you call them?) and some bean bag chairs that are so comfy!

With the help of some donations from individuals and churches from the States, we have already been able to buy a shelf of brand new, colorful and engaging books!  Books here are extra expensive since for some reason Chile puts a "luxury" tax on them.  Our kids aren't used to seeing new books in their classrooms, and definitely don't have any of their own at home.

 Even our kids that don't know how to read or "don't like to read" loved exploring through these new books!  The day I brought the second load in (of about 30 different books) was one of my most favorite in my 3 years of working here.  We sat on the carpet and just had fun together exploring all the new stories and books on science and countries around the world.   

The last phase of our Reading Corner creation was an idea by a dear friend of mine (who also happens to be our first goEnglish client ever!) who suggested we do a book drive to collect more books.  

When I asked Tracey what he thought our goal should be, he responded, "Well what would be a number that just seems crazy?"

I thought.... "100?"

"Well, there ya go."

Plus, if we make it 99, it makes a nice alliteration in Spanish :) 

So we have 2 more weeks to collect this crazy amount of new and used books!  We have invited all of our IAM Santiago churches to participate, as well as my friend's church and home school community.  We have already met 1/5 of our goal and I have no doubt we'll exceed it.  I love watching God provide in ways we could never do on our own, and I love opportunities to get the Church together to allow Him to work through us.     

 The boss, Coen Tia Susi

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Gratitude as a Discipline

Well my goal was to post this sometime in November, but you see how that went ;)

This was a post I wrote as a guest writer on my friend Laci's blog.  She's got some other great guest posts on gratitude and Thanksgiving if you want to check them out!

Gratitude as a Discipline

Sometimes it’s hard to remember to be thankful.  Or maybe it’s not that we don’t remember, but that we rely too heavily on the “feeling” of gratitude.  Things get hard and our perspective becomes jaded; we can only see what’s right in front of us instead of remembering the bigger picture. 

We get a lot of visitors from the States here, mostly on short-term mission trips.  Now, before you get the idea that we live in impoverished dirt huts, our life in Chile is far from it.  Like any other country, it has its rich and its poor.  By U.S. standards, we live in the lower middle class section of Santiago.  But GDP aside, there are significant differences in comfort levels and life opportunities available to the people of our community versus our community in the States. 

That said, we get a lot of… “reflections”, let’s say :) , from our visitors. 

“I couldn’t believe how happy they were, having so little…”

“It really makes me realize how much opportunity we have in the States…”

“I just can’t believe how little supplies and how many students the classrooms have…”

“Wait, you guys don’t have indoor heating?”

And so on, and so forth :) 

I won’t pretend I haven’t been in their position in the past, or even in my present during my less-disciplined moments.  But I have learned so much about practicing gratitude as a discipline instead of waiting for it to come to me as an emotion.

Because if it is gratitude sparked from prideful or pitying comparison, it just seems tainted to me… 

Like waiting for someone else to get cancer to realize that you are thankful for your health…

Or being grateful for your family only when you see the dysfunction or hardships in others’…

Or acknowledging the economic freedom and opportunities you have only when you read about countries that are in a worse state… 

The truth is, we are all surrounded by these gifts, we only have to acknowledge them.  And then how can gratitude not naturally well up from that recognition??

So let’s not wait for gratitude to come to us.  I don’t know about you, but there aren’t many great things in life that just “come” to me.  If I want to be in shape, I have to work out.  If I want to get better at Spanish, I have to study more and allow people to correct me when I make mistakes.  If I want a good marriage, I have to be intentional about loving Tracey more than I love myself. 

 Language learning is hard for everyone.

None of these things are natural desires that come easy.  Like any other discipline, it is something to be practiced.  But the practice is always worth the result! 

A few years ago I read One Thousand Gifts by Ann Voskamp.  If you haven’t read it, I would highly recommend it.  She challenges you to make an actual, physical list of one thousand things you are thankful for.  Obviously, once you get past the obvious ones, (family, friends, health, etc.) it takes some thinking to get to a thousand.  Which is the point: it teaches you how to actively observe and acknowledge the gifts in your life.  It changes the way you think throughout the day and your overall level of awareness.  It allows you to recognize and receive new gifts, more than you thought you had in the first place.

I started a little journal with a numbered list that I like to use, writing down a few things each day regardless of how I feel.  My sister-in-law gave us a “gratitude jar” where you write your gifts on post-it notes, stick ‘em in the jar, and then read them all at the end of the year.  I’m sure there are a million creative ways of doing it, but the point is to make it a consistent discipline.  If we want to be grateful people, we have to take time to practice!  We have to choose to acknowledge and allow ourselves these gifts that we are often too busy to recognize.   

Here’s to practicing gratitude, not just in November, but in every moment!

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

Hurry Up and Wait

I am not very good at waiting.  

I try to make the best of it by filling it with productive things to make the time worthwhile.  If I know I'm going to have to wait at the Dr.'s office, (after waiting on the bus and the metro to get there,) I catch up on reading and/or podcasts.  If I find myself with unexpected downtime on the run, I can always update the agenda or make lists for things I can do later.  If I have to wait on more important things, like an answer from God on what our future holds, I try to get as many things planned out and/or completed based on different possibilities He may present us.  (As if I even knew all the possibilities He is capable of!)

 Long lines are boring

I have a lot of dear friends in my life right now who also find themselves in a season of waiting:  Waiting for the pain of loss to stop hurting so much... Waiting for a deadline to approach to know what the next job/phase of life holds... Waiting at 41 weeks for the moment when she'll finally become a mother (Oh how I empathize so much!)...  Waiting for reconciliation and healing from a broken relationship...

It is hard to give counsel when the last thing a person wants to hear is, "It'll just take time..."  Because that is what makes waiting hard.  It takes time = It is completely out of your control.  There is nothing you can do to hurry the process, and there is no way to gain control of the situation.

So I have been wanting to know, live, and experience...  

What does it mean to wait on the Lord?

According to how it's used in the Bible, waiting on the Lord means: to bind together, look patiently, hope, expect, look eagerly, trust, wait in hope.

I once heard or read somewhere that "wait" is just as much an active verb as any other.  It doesn't mean that life pauses until something seemingly more important happens.  Which, looking back at my life thus far, I would have to agree: My most formative seasons have been in between the "big events," the times of uncertainty and/or trials where I have no other option but to hope in and trust God to put me back on my feet and tell me where to go and what to do.

So what can make the waiting worthwhile?

Here's what I just got from reading and praying through Psalm 37:7-9:
- Rest in the Lord: stop trying to control things on my own
- wait patiently: this requires the Holy Spirit, again something I can't do on my own (patience)
- Do not fret: 2 references in 3 verses, must be important
- Do not worry: "Worry leads to evildoing.." 
- Those who WAIT will inherit the land: Land = God's promises for my life
- Not fretting because of him who prospers: Stop looking at/comparing myself to others

It seems that there are two ways to wait: 

1) Try to retain a (false) sense of control by acting in ways that are either productive or destructive distractions.  Looking at others, worrying, desiring to have the knowledge of the future for myself. 
2) Waiting on and with God: surrendering control and my desire for knowledge, expecting God to fulfill His promises in His own timing, refusing to compare myself to others, relying on the Holy Spirit to give me patience in the process. 

 "But I don't want to!!!"

Oh yeah, "Rest in the Lord and don't worry!"  I know these are obviously not easy tasks.  And I know that is the point: None of these things are natural desires or abilities we hold on our own.  If it is to be a holy, worthwhile, waiting, it can only be done with the power of God's spirit in us.  

If you as well find yourself in a season of waiting, I want to encourage you at the same time as reminding myself of these truths every day.  God has a promised land for us, and it will most definitely not come in the timing and in the ways we are even capable of imagining!  So let's just embrace it, embrace the unknown, and grow even closer to Him by trusting that what He's got for those of us who can wait with Him will be far greater than anything we could ever create on our own.